May 27th, 2008
|09:38 pm - twizzlers & laundry|
Summer is officially in full swing, and somehow I'm not feeling it.
I think the combination of unsatisfactory weather days and working non stop has something to do with it.
My plan for the summer was to work only a few days a week, and spend the rest of my time being awesome and exploring the city.
Well as I have learned time and time again, things never work out the way you want them too.
This is fine. I will make up for it in 8 weeks, with the most extensive sightseeing and beach laying I can muster!
I can't believe that in only 8 weeks I will be in Italy, once again. This makes me swoon!
So yesterday at work proved to me why I need to get out of there!
I was so scared to accept a new job and move on because I was so comfortable.
But now i realize that this job is TOO comfortable, and there is no excitement, no fun, no challenge, no future.
I am sick of the people, the work, the drama, the shit that goes on.
It is definetly time to move on and move forward.
I am really looking forward to my meeting with Peter. I figure that I'll take the job and try it out for a year.
What's a year? I'll be getting experience, and if I don't like it, I'll know for sure. I won't be able to shit on myself for not going after something and not trying it.
So bring it on! I am looking forward to this A LOT! I NEED a change. It's at the point, that if I have to stay at my job for longer than the 21st of July, I will murder someone. And that is not a good thing. Hahah.
I will continue working for peanuts and continue to go out 3 days a week with the people I love, because this summer is mine!
I am not going to let it slip away from me. And so far, Pam and I have managed to have a little too much fun. ;)
Gotta love it.
xox. i'm in the mood.
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Rush - In the mood